"I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see."
John Burroughs (via zubat)
I feel like I’m past it, I feel old, tired and worn out. I feel like there is nothing left to achieve and that I have nothing left to give.
I want to curl up, sleep and never wake up, not in a suicidal way, not in any other way than I feel like I’ve given everything I had to give and after that, well what’s left..
christmas is so much worse as you get older it’s like “what do you want this year?” “a sense of purpose”